So we are in the latter half of January, 2026, and I have started the new year with an FND relapse and increasing heart issue symptoms. 🫀 I have been to cardiology today for a 48hr trace so hopefully they will pick up my low heart rate drops as I have had several and nearly fainted today - worst it has been so far.
In better news I have at least been getting progress with support, and I finished my EMDR therapy for PTSD successfully processing out A LOT of Chris related shit, culminating in feeling ready for a relationship when previously despite trying to force it or push myself I was too terrified and traumatised.
Am I scared? Hell YES. but this is more like … I feel the fear but I am also excited for the possibility of real mutual love. 💖
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| In Costa cafe at Musgrove hospital |
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| On the way back saw a rainbow! ( I had asked the “Universe” for sun and a rainbow yay!) |
I am also building up content on a new Ko-Fi shop linked to this website for random stuff that doesn’t fit my other business like vegan recipes, non comic related art stuff and whatever else I get inspired to do!
I am raising funds for health care and fun stuff as well as other things I have planned but don’t want to share yet!
Check out my new Ko-Fi here
