Book one: chapter one
"What is an animare ?" Babs thought to herself - it was a word that continually was presented to her in a dream by a shadowy figure who she strongly felt to be male and like she knew him but had yet to meet him.
She had had this dream re-occurring intermittently in her life but now? Something had changed, he felt more real and his previously unseen face was starting to take shape in her mind ….
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David was a well-trained guardian, he knew how to handle himself but at the same time was extremely emotionally sensitive and had acute psychic abilities that enabled him to locate animares in a variety of locations and places.
He had yet to find his though and despite having been aware of his connection to her from a young age had found himself constantly blocked from fully connecting telepathically to her. It was as if she was holding him back and stopping him from getting through fully, which had delayed the process somewhat as most guardians trained animares from a young age where possible.
There was a wall of fear he couldn’t quite penetrate. The last few times he had tried though there seemed to have been a shift in the wall, like it was beginning to give way to him.
He knew he had to find her soon though as without her he couldn’t fulfil his destiny which whilst shrouded in mystery was at a point where he knew he had to find her and connect or risk losing her altogether - he could sense *they* were seeking her and she was in danger….
Chapter 2
Babs felt like she was being shouted at - she was very empathically sensitive and she had attributed her psychic guide to be a spirit but recently since seeing more definition in her dreams of the man's face, she was aware the presence around her had the same feel as the man in her dream. Was he a guide trying to get through? She realised she was afraid to really find out the truth of who he was.
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It hadn’t occurred to David that given the dream bonding and the strength of his connection to her, his spirit had been automatically acting as her guardian to her in an astral state on some levels. Despite her blocks directly, their energy had a deeper bond that pulled them together in times of need on the astral level, but mentally they would recall dream fragments or vague recollections.
Neither of them had fully awakened to their true power or abilities and neither would unless they found each other and connected fully in the physical plane. As her guardian, it was his job to find and protect her and work with her to guide her to her potential as an animare.
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It was like a vibration in her head - she could hear the arguing more like a distinct perception than audible words, she just *knew* this man was arguing with someone close to him and it was getting heated even possibly violent. At this point, she realised the man in
to protect him emotionally, to the point she was feeling upset she couldn’t.
”This is ridiculous !” She told herself ”I don’t even know who this man is or his relevance to me !” But she said this out loud she felt a huge pang of emotion in her heart - warm and glowing yet filled with angst and pain - she could feel a deep profound sense of love and attraction to this man, his energy despite having never seen him or knowing who he was to her! “This is nuts !!!” She exclaimed out loud as tears started to roll down get cheeks.” Stop it!”.
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David was suddenly aware that his personal choices were affecting his animare - for the first time, he was acutely aware she could feel him.
As the emotion rang out from her he felt her shut down to him and in that moment a blinding pain seared through his mind and a deep jab entered his heart - like a part of his soul had been cut off to him. He cried out in pain. He had to leave now and find her the connection was too strong to ignore or resist and he had let too many things get in the way of pursuing his need to find her.
Chapter 3
Babs sat on the floor of her apartment exasperated. What the hell just happened to her? Sure she could read tarot and sometimes do cool psychic stuff but this was a whole other ball game. The intensity was surreal yet even more real than the world she lived in.
The best thing she could think of was to pull done cards for herself to see what she could do to find this man for herself. She sat in her feelings for a while and realised she felt sick - cut off and disconnected. She had a migraine coming on so she decided to go to give herself a chakra cleanse invoking angelic assistance. She asked also that the connection between her and this man only be re-established if it was for the greater good in a way that felt more at ease. She still felt sick from her reaction to it all.
Of course, the fact she still felt sick meant the connection was still there. It was only the fear of it and the mental disconnect that was causing the painful and sick feelings in her. And of course, the feelings he felt from her made David feel sick too which then cycled back.
As Babs calmed herself the pain subsided and she allowed herself to feel and open up to him again. “Ok” she stated “show me who he is then please angels and give me guidance as to what to do about it! She got out her favourite deck of cards and pulled 3 out….
The 3 of pentacles are symbolic of mastering a current craft or trade and others admiring the handiwork, in context she felt that they would find each other through a skilled trade, perhaps one was admiring the work of another and liked what they saw and connected that way. This would indicate they were destined to meet through a work or hobby-based environment.
The second card foretold that a leap of faith would be required here - that whilst others may deem the move to be foolish, it is exactly what is needed to make the connection at this point. She also felt this card represented him, someone young at heart but wise too.
She felt he had a love of animals and had a way with words that made him seem romantic and charming when he saw fit but yet he had a foolish and impetuous nature when triggered by key external events that could push him over the edge if not careful. The fool often represented a bisexual person or androgynous character.
She looked at the dog who at first appeared a friendly companion but instantly felt that this was someone posing as a friend in his life yet was biting at his heels causing him to stumble and fall flat on his face for the reality was they wanted cause to gloat and take his position and livelihood from him. But his lucky nature would find him stumbling right into her life as a result ….
The last card is the star, a card of dreams, wishes coming true and healing. This man's arrival in her life would initiate great healing and saw a state of grace and harmony transcending her life. There she felt was a magickal quality as though *anything could happen* and the limit of whatever could do together was only bound by the scope if their imaginations ….
She sat back astounded. It was far more positive than she expected aside from the concern for his stumble but it seemed this was necessary to bring him into her life properly. It seemed she just literally had to wait for the universe to drop him in her lap as such. Babs sighed and flicked back her long dark brown wavy mass of hair from her face. She put her hands to her chest and thanked from her heart the guidance she had been given. With a smile on get face and in get heart she settled into bed to sleep excited at what the next day would bring for her. She whispered “thank you” to the world around her as she closed her eyes and drifted into a peaceful sleep.
Chapter 4
David couldn’t believe what happened, someone he had long time considered a good friend had turned on him. He had been so wrapped up worrying about finding his animare yet at the same time avoiding his feelings about the whole process he hadn’t seen what was going on in front of his face - but really given the focus in his life now it was inevitable anyone in his life not willing to support his focus was going to either betray him or disappear.
He had felt hurt initially but he realised in hindsight quickly that had he pursued his animare more intently from the start his friend would probably never have been in his life to start with - he had allowed it in by letting his attention slip from what he truly desired - which was to find her. His friend had somehow managed to steal a great deal of money from under his nose and as a result, he would lose a lot of the material possessions he had amassed over the years. But, no matter, more important things were at stake. His ego would have to take a dive on this and just face up to the fact emotionally he was falling apart without his animare in his life - he needed her now so he could fulfil his destiny. Then he thought … What if I had a psychic reading? Maybe an oracle could see where I am struggling to get through and give me a pointer to find her? David picked up his phone and typed in psychics for the local area ….
Babs awoke with a start as her phone started bleeping its text message tone at her. She turned her phone over and looked at the time - 11:11pm - that number was a re-occurring number in her life, although she knew it was relevant until this played out she had no idea how relevant it was. She had fallen asleep early and was in a nice restful place when the alert went off, she glanced at the number, not one she recognised, likely a client or enquiry for a reading then. She started feeling that pull again as she read:
"Hi, my name is David, I am wondering if I could book a reading with you in person ASAP as I have something important I need advice on"
as she read it she took a deep breath and her heart flipped in response to the solar pull. It couldn’t be him … Could it?
David sat and waited to see if he would get a reply. He realised it may be too late at night but if he could at least make the appointment to meet the psychic it may give him the start he needed to find his animare. He was about to get up to make a coffee when his text alert went off.
He picked up the phone and read the message. “Namaste David, sure no problem - I am available tomorrow morning for one if that’s suitable for you?”
David was feeling strangely calm and at ease with this and something familiar about the energy made him want to say yes to her straight away. So, maybe this was his way in - maybe he would finally progress in finding his animare. He felt for the first time in what seemed like for ever at ease and at peace with himself. Like he knew he would find her and he felt secure in that feeling as he drifted off into a deep peaceful slumber.
Chapter 5
Babs sat at her table with her crystal ball and her cards laid out in front of her as she heard the familiar ding of her shop door bell. She looked up from her table and looked wide-eyed at the man in front of her, he looked somewhat dishevelled and tired but there was an air of enthusiasm despite this as he felt eager to get started and get his answers.
She looked at the 3 days' growth of stubble shadowing his face, and she found herself thinking she liked stubble on some guys, she found it sexy. She glanced at his hair. It was short and well maintained with a slight bedhead longer top, and it was a striking white, although he looked to be in his forties. He had a bright blue t-shirt and jeans on with orange Converse boots, and she could see some sort of rose and pocket watch tattoo on his right forearm. His ears were pierced with silver studs as was his bottom lip with a silver ring and she smiled.
As David walked into the shop the smell of dragons blood incense hit him. He found himself feeling more excited as he got closer and he realised his heart was actually beating harder and faster … As he opened the door and stepped in he stopped dead in front of the table where she sat and looked down at her big wide eyes as she glanced over him before she burst into a smile - a smile he suddenly realised was reflecting his own as he looked at her and thrust his hand forward to shake hers in a greeting.
She stood up and said “namaste, welcome to my shop David.” “Hi, thank you” he replied as their hands connected …
As they connected hands David noticed her artwork on the walls of varying abstract paintings as well as fantasy pieces, some of which he noted she called “shadow totems” - he had barely time to register anymore when they touched hands and suddenly there was a tangible tremendous bolt of warm electric yet not unpleasant energy burst up from his navel area up through his chest down his arm into her hand and from the look on her face she felt it too as it jolted through her and into her arm to her chest and into her navel.
She gasped and was about to pull away when they both felt a shaking sensation through and around them. David recognised the energy as animare energy immediately although this was built up and had been bound or suppressed for a lifetime it felt like his touch had catalysed the connection as he looked round he saw a shimmer of energy surrounding the artwork, and exclaimed “oh no!” as he realised he had awoken dormant abilities.
He looked at her in shock as she looked terrified at her walls her big brown eyes glassy and wide with fear.
David had barely time to pull her around the table towards him in a protective stance as one of the paintings burst to life as a dragon's claws began to shred into their realm …
Babs gasped as she felt herself pulled towards David’s chest and her head felt like it was going to explode. She started shaking violently and as David felt her and looked down at her he felt her go limp as she blacked out in his arms. As she did the dragon's claw shimmered and vanished ….
This was an unusual activity for an animare energy but nonetheless, this woman was definitely and unmistakeably an animare. And as he really looked at her and picked her up in his arms he just *knew* that she was the one. She was his animare.
Chapter 6
David placed her on the chaise lounge she had in the back room of her shop. He locked the front door and out the closed sign on so they emotions he still felt swirling around. He realised they were as much his as hers and he was soothing himself as much as he was doing emotions he still felt swirling around. He realised they were as much his as hers and he was soothing himself as much as he was doing it for her. For a moment he felt a tad selfish but the good feeling he felt connected to her heart and mind soon washed it away.
In her mind Babs was feeling lost and confused in a daze … She could see the shadow totems she painted dancing around her pulling at her to free them from their realm to be seen …
As an empath and psychic medium, she often felt them around and could see them in her mind's eye. Unlike other animare who could draw and bring to life what they imagined either real or made up, Babs would see what others could not and draw what was already there, but not bring to life what was not already in existence. She could only potentially when her powers unbound bring into reality the truth of what was, nothing more and nothing less.
The drawings could, should she realise her full potential, act as gateways and portals to other worlds and dimensions. David had yet to realise this but Babs already knew her artwork was windows to these realms, she had been told as such by her guides.
The truth of these beings' existence was beckoning to be seen. She was a shaman, a doorway between worlds and as such her ability as an animare worked on a different level from others. Her potential was untapped yet defined by her other abilities and another truth yet to be revealed to both her and her guardian …
Only when she had reached a level of awareness, of recall as to who she really was would she manifest her true potential as an animare and as the being she had yet to discover she was to become …
David watched her intently waiting for her to awaken. She looked peaceful but he could feel her confusion and a level of discomfort even pain as she was resisting the process out of fear, she wouldn’t let him fully connect for some reason but he realised he would have to earn her trust quickly to fully establish the bond. Once they were united, the connection would be lifelong. He already felt that.
There was a time when David struggled with having women around him and the thought of being intimate with most women repelled him. For a while, he had had girlfriends but he had a habit of attracting those who didn’t appreciate him or would belittle him to make him feel bad.
He soon found himself exploring his sexuality with guys which he found easier and far less hassle to deal with emotionally but as a result also buried the emotional desire to be loved fully by a woman.
He buried himself in projects and work so he wouldn’t have to think about finding his animare and could pretend for a while at least like he was someone else.
He soon forgot himself, and his role as a guardian became less of a concern for a good while until he found that his partners didn’t really hold the same long-term values he did that he needed to sustain his emotional needs, so he preferred instead to just be alone - as soon as he was his connection to his animare became much stronger and came back tangibly with a vengeance to the forefront of his mind.
Of course, inevitably, the truth caught up with him and he had to face facts he couldn’t live without her in his life anymore as the avoidance was driving him to bad habits, and disruptive behaviours as well as unhealthy choices in his life. He had to find her if he was to ever feel some semblance of comparative “normality” again.
He had to choose for himself to find her for his own sanity and protection as much as hers and as he had recently learnt, to save her life from those seeking to use her for their own ends and likely harm or even kill her.
He admitted to himself finally this is what he wanted and where he wanted to be, not just out of a sense of destiny but also a genuine desire to be with her and part of each other’s lives. He could feel it in her too although he could feel her resistance to him as a result of her own fears.
He looked at her resting evermore calmly as he in Inspirited her mind to be peaceful. She suddenly sighed and even looked to be smiling as she felt the wave of peace infuse into her very being. Her hair was wavy, a soft chocolate brown down to the waist and she had adorned herself in the scent of rose and jasmine which David found strangely intoxicating and pleasant. It made him think of her as a belly dancer in ancient times, he could see her surrounded by cushions and drapes of material and music playing as she danced. He felt like he was watching a rerun from another lifetime yet one he was familiar with. Had they known each other before? At another time he may have dismissed the notion but today, it felt too real, to tangible to be ignored. He heard a sigh …
Chapter 7
Babs felt a wave of release and relief as she opened her eyes letting out a sigh. It took a few seconds for her to recall what had occured and to regain her composure before she remembered that David was there, and looked to see him staring intently but lovingly at her. The waves of concern and relief lapped around her and she couldn’t help but smile that he was still there watching over her.
David sighed in relief “I am glad you're ok. How are you feeling now? Better?” Babs was touched by his genuine concern for her - she hadn’t experienced that level if concern from a man in quite a while - her last relationship had been questionable, to say the least as she had got herself involved with a very unsavoury character believing he was her soul mate.
She later learned what a “soul mate” really meant and when she finally found the courage to leave she swore she would wait until she could trust her heart and mind again for the right person - be it a man or a woman. She had learnt not to define or limit or judge labels by form anymore but by the vibe of the soul energy they gave off.
Up until now, she could never really connect with anyone but when she became aware of David and when they held hands the connection was undeniable even to the most blind person in heart or mind. Both of them had felt and seen it. Neither of them in the presence of each other wanted to or could deny it. And there was such a sweet relief and contentment in that fact.
A joy emitted from both of then like a beacon of light and Babs had so much she wished to share with him but didn’t wish to overwhelm or scare him away with the sheer volume of back story she had sitting waiting for him. She decided to let him ask the questions and she would respond accordingly. She sat up and David handed her a glass of water. “Thank you, I feel better now. What happened to me?”.
So David recounted the experience and then proceeded to explain to her about animares and guardians, the council and hollow earth…
Babs sat there wide-eyed feeling somewhat overwhelmed yet excited, what she was hearing felt right to her, made perfect sense of her own experiences and as a result she felt more sane and clear and clarified then she had ever done before. “Well, that explains a lot”.
Although Hollow Earth itself had been sealed away David himself knew as a result that there was so much more to reality than what was perceived by the minds of many.
He then mentioned her art work, particularly the shadow totems. “These shadow totems look remarkably like some of the creatures of Hollow Earth, although there is something very different about the over all energy to them.
"Can you tell me more about them?” David asked curiously.
Babs nodded. “I am a shaman of sorts, a witch, a doorway between worlds - I channel energy by intention and my art is a window to other realms, worlds, dimensions, times and even parallel timelines. I guess being an animare the more energetically charged art became like doorways for these creatures and not just me bringing imaginary scribbles to life. These creatures like the ones in Hollow Earth already exist in another realm, but they are totems to people - emotional energy of what I call the sixth dimension. Maybe it has other names but I am still exploring my psychic abilities. This is all new to me… Yet it feels like coming home to myself again.
David listened intently as Babs described her experiences with the shadow totems - how she had been energetically high jacked by two trying to use her body to shape shift into this world physically, how she learnt to communicate with them and how she used their energy to give people messages about themselves. She also explained that the dragon which had begun to claw it’s way through was her personal shadow totem directly linked to her emotional energy.
Each totem was like a daemon who walked beside them but in an unseen realm where they would reside until needed or called upon into this one. Only psychics capable of tuning in to their wavelength would see them and they were not like typical animal totems.
The picture that had awoken was laying on the floor, the canvas had a literal tear where the claws had come through the piece. He went to pick it up and this time was able to see the magnificence of the beast in its entirety. It was a stocky creature yet exuded a strong feminine energy that was clearly the same signature as Babs.
At the same time, it was an alternate aspect of her, it felt like despite being a separate being it was part of her too. It was nothing
like any dragon he had seen, it’s skin was a matt smooth tough black, with no scales, and it had a brute jaw that looked like it could make short work of anything in one crushing bite. It had six glowing red eyes, four huge wings, six legs and three tails. The beast's massive frame exuded a red glow. An aura of energy that gave an air of presence yet was none threatening despite the form it took.
David was extremely impressed by both the art work and the creature as well as the energy and Babs herself. He was amazed at her ability to handle her abilities with no prior training although she clearly needed further support, direction and guidance to maximise her skills and abilities. Not to mention his triggering her latent animare abilities…
Chapter 8
Babs felt a bit stunned at the level at which she had opened up to David about herself and they had spent an entire day together talking before either of them realised they hadn’t eaten and were both hungry, interrupted by David’s grumbling stomach. “I must go and eat, Babs would you like me to get anything for you ?” Babs explained she was vegan and only ate at a local cafe/restaurant that was specifically for vegans.
David for some reason felt even more impressed with her than before as he could feel the compassion in her heart and see in her mind why she was vegan - due to her ability to connect so deeply with life and her awareness of the consciousness other beings - as well as health reasons he could feel all the reasons why not to eat animals and the love for them that prevented any desire to do them harm.
Suddenly he felt an overwhelming sense of shame and guilt. How many people harmed animals justifying it for one reason or another and this was the reality behind her truth. It was his own blind ignorance like so many that taught him to bypass ever questioning that in himself, preferring to gloss over it with the typical lines many meat eaters used.
He felt his ego crumble at the sense of betrayal towards himself for not noticing his true feelings earlier. He found he only resisted the notion of veganism out of sheer laziness and habit. He found connecting with her truth inspired him. He found himself suddenly wanting to change that aspect of himself not only for himself but for the love of her and respect of life.
He found himself blurting out “I will go to the vegan place and you can tell some more about it if you like? I would like to try something new. It sounds and feels like something I may actually be ready to listen to and take on board now. Will you help me?”
Babs looked stunned, taken aback by this impromptu exclamation. She felt a bit nervous but then kind of excitedly she beamed at David and said “of course! I would absolutely love to David!”
David found himself literally “strutting his stuff” down the street time in his life he had made the most perfect choice possible. He had the list for the food and was actually genuinely looking forward with the stupidest cheesiest grin on his face as if for the first to trying something new and different with her as his guide as such. It kinda made him feel “manly” which was not how he was used to women making him feel. Usually, they would ignore, emasculate or just view him as eye candy which made him feel like shit at the best of times but he would gloss over it and do his best to ignore it.
His role as a guardian had failed up until now and his life had been a continual reflection of the feeling of being a failure, but for the first time in his life, he felt completely happy and at peace with himself. He was still grinning when he got to the counter to make the order.
Chapter 9
Babs was feeling very contented and at the same time excited like a small child that had been set free in a field of desirable toys. She felt she had hit a huge breaking point in her life as all her previous experiences came together to form her current reality in a way that actually made real tangible sense in a way she could relate to not only in herself but with another who had been through a complimentary version of his own events.
She was pretty dumbfounded on one level, yet totally secure and relaxed on another as she made perfect sense to herself on all levels.
She finally knew who she was as a person - at least as far as it went with what she had learned so far but she could feel there was far, far more to discover yet.
Babs noticed her tummy rumbling and smiled at the thought of David bringing the good and eating together. She hadn’t spent time with any man in her life the way she had spent her day with him and she really enjoyed it, even with the intensity and drama of it. It was the connection that made her feel good.
She was busy setting up a space to eat when she realised the front door was unlocked as the bell rang, her head tingling with a bad vibe warning as her gut wrenched in response to it.
She looked at who had entered and her face dropped.
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"Oh no!" She exclaimed.
The figure in the door way just looked at her and grinned as he said
"Oh yes"
She felt a telepathic pinch to her mind and brain as she blacked out for the second time that day.
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David was about to pay for the good when he suddenly felt a shift in his energy - something wasn’t right and he felt a presence around him. It was big and it felt like a sense of need to protect. It felt like his energy but at the same time external - until he felt a surge of energy and had a vision of Babs in the shop and a shadowy figure in the door way.
"Oh god no! They found her!"
David dropped the money on the counter and ran. He ran faster than he had ever run in his life - he knew her life depended on his ability to get to her now…
Chapter 10
David’s heart was pounding as he ran towards the shop, he found he had tears streaming down his face as for the first time in his life he felt truly afraid and suddenly very very alone. He could no longer feel his animare on the guardian bond level and was beginning to think that they had maybe killed her point blank on finding her until as he got to the shop he could see a strange shimmery energy near the shop doorway.
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Babs was aware that she was unconscious but in a lucid dream state. She had a clear knowing she had to reach David somehow but was at a loss as to how to connect to him in his mind whilst she was in a dream.
Then she remembered she could control the dream so she imagined she was back at the shop and there she could see David at the doorway standing with tears running down his face looking terrified. His emotions were palpable even in a dream state. Babs realised she must have somehow created an astral projection of herself from her mind but she wasn’t sure how to get him to see her.
She concentrated on how she felt, tried to steady her feelings and contain them into a focused intention - to be seen by David for who she was in front of him.
She felt a strange sensation almost like she was shimmering intently as she realised he was looking straight at her mouth open like he had seen a ghost.
"Babs? Oh my god, no, please don’t tell me your dead…"
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David stood there as the shimmering energy took on a ghostly form. He opened his mouth in shock as the thought hit him and he saw the form take on the shape of Babs, that he was looking at a ghost.
"David? You can see me? Can you hear me?" A faint gentle murmur of her voice resounded in his head yet hit him hard in his heart filled with emotion.
"I can hear you in my head and feel you… Are you … Are you dead?" He could barely bring himself to ask choking back the words and tears as he did so.
"I… I don’t think so. I feel like my body is still connected unconscious. I was lucid dreaming and I knew I had to find you … This happened - I must have astral projected to you. I feel tired and weak though I can’t hold it for long"
Babs was struggling to keep the connection open.
"Where are you? Do you know?" Asked David in an almost panic state.
"No, I have no idea… I will try to take a look astrally and show you if I can."
Babs shimmered away. Even in her mind she felt tired and felt herself slipping into a normal unaware dream state and realised she would have to wait until she regained consciousness to see where she was. She hoped that she would be safe enough to try astrally projecting again - after all, if they had wanted her dead they would have killed her already surely?
She was too exhausted to hold her thoughts as she drifted into a deep sleep.
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David waited for Babs to re-appear already panicked he was pacing to try and calm his nerves.
Half an hour passed. Nothing.
Then an hour. Then two. Three. Six. Twelve.
He was distraught. He couldn’t stop crying and was shaking violently at the feeling of disconnection and separation. He had never experienced anything like it. This wasn’t a normal guardian animare connection, they had deep telepathic bonds but this this felt completely different almost separate from the animare guardian bond. It ran much deeper. He felt like he was part of her to the point that the disconnections had traumatised him completely. Although in his mind the notion seemed ridiculous for a fleeting second, he genuinely felt as though they shared a soul…
Chapter 11
Babs awoke feeling groggy to the smell of sage burning and the sight of an altar, large enough to lay upon, ornately carved and made from marble. Upon it lay the carcass of a rabbit, a chalice, an athame, a wand and an incense burner with the sage burning inside of it. The top was covered in a blood-red satin cloth and she found herself feeling somewhat uneasy. She winced at the dead rabbit and realised someone was making offerings but she didn’t particularly like the vibe she was getting from the intended purpose.
And why they had decided to kidnap her for it. She tried to see if she could telepathically read anyone but she found no one around to read or they had psychically protected themselves from her. She was still developing her ability to read people although on a soul level, she could do it easily when they opened up to her.
She remembered she had to try and show David where she was, she had no idea how but she breathed deeply and just sent the intention of the image of where she was to be sent to him. She couldn’t feel him like before but if she could get the image through at least he would know she was ok and she could then try astrally checking the place out for herself.
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David felt shattered, and even heartbroken. The worry was turning him into a wreck and he knew he had to calm himself down. He breathed deeply through his tears which just kept returning without any prompting from his mind. It was more like his soul was crying out to him.
Suddenly he felt a familiar sensation and a warm sense of love and kindness running through him as an image bubbled up into his mind's eye.
An altar with various paraphernalia on it and a sense that Babs was fine and awake but he still didn’t know where she was and he couldn’t get a grip on her enough to locate her direction. He tried to telepathically speak to her but it was like the connection was fuzzy. Her image had got through clearly enough but he was the one having problems sending it back to her. He wondered if someone had been messing with his end of the connection.
Then he suddenly remembered what Babs had told him about shadow totems. Had he got one? Could he call it forth somehow telepathically to help him? He had never thought to use his skills on a mediumship level.
"Oh well … If I have a shadow totem, I call it forth to make itself known to me please … " David declared out loud.
He sat there for a few moments before he felt a rush of energy surround him. It was the same presence he felt at the shop. His shadow totem.
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Babs attempted to relax herself enough to astrally project. But she couldn’t get herself to the state she was in in her lucid dream to do it. It seemed she was only able to do it when she naturally fell into that state. Frustrated she realised she would just have to wait it out and see what was really going on. She suddenly spotted the wall behind the altar was painted white and on the floor was a box of chalks.
She suddenly realised that she had been kidnapped to call forth something for someone and she didn’t really want to know what it was - after all, it couldn’t be good if she had been kidnapped for it.
She looked around her, she was tied up to a chair, a very old school kidnap she couldn’t help thinking as she tried to loosen her binds to no avail.
That’s when she heard a familiar voice behind her say
"I wouldn’t bother trying to escape my dear, you are well and truly bound"
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David felt the presence quite tangibly almost like it was pacing around a bit like he had done earlier. There was a sense of fur brushing against him and he swore he could feel a breath on his skin.
As he felt his mind open he saw a beast with the same blackness as Babs dragon, large and glowing with an electric blue glow. His shadow totem, it appeared, was like a huge wolf, more like a werewolf size. He was quite impressed as it very much had a strong masculine energy yet very soft protective energy. And it felt like when let loose this beast could really tear into things.
"Ok, wolf, show me what you can do to help me help Babs please!"
It was then he found himself slumped on the floor and looking at himself through the eyes of the wolf.
Chapter 12
Babs started feeling panic arise from her gut. She felt bemused and sick as to what he was doing there. Why was he involved in some sort of black magick thing and how did he know about her abilities as an animare ?!
The man who had entered through an open door way walked around to the altar and turned to look at her with a wry smile on his face.
"Hello, Babs. I bet you never thought you would see me again did you?" The man laughed somewhat evilly.
Babs couldn’t even bring herself to respond initially she was so taken aback and … angry. She felt a rising anger in her like never before. How dare he come back into her life like this ! How dare he when she had just found something so amazing and wonderful for herself with somebody she felt so deeply connected to. She suddenly felt a flash of indignant anger and desire to protect both herself and David and what they had together. No way was she going to let this man destroy it.
"Andrew. I don’t know what you think you expect me to do but there is absolutely no way I am doing anything to help you. This isn’t right and I will not comply with you! I left you because you were dangerous and emotionally unstable and a physical threat, and this, this is just completely insane!"
Andrew stood there glaring at her.
"Oh really? So you are happy to die for the sake of non-compliance? Wouldn’t your boyfriend be sad if he knew you had thrown your life away so recklessly? Oh yes, I know all about your Guardian my dear …
Who do you think had been keeping your powers bound all these years!?”
Babs looked shocked. Suddenly it made sense. Andrew must either be part of the Hollow Earth Society or a breakaway group. She couldn’t read him clearly as it was like his energy was distorted. Only his surface emotions were readable.
She had been involved with him for over twelve years until she left him for his continual abuse of her and cheating behaviours. He had gotten reckless thinking because he had bound her he could do as he pleased but he hadn’t contended that the basic need for love nor the deeper soul bond she had with David would pull her away from him.
He had to make do with keeping up doing spells from a distance and incantations to keep her bound. He had been taught from a young age like other guardians who wished to manipulate animare to open up hollow earth and other realms how to bind and keep an animare under tight reign.
The problem for him is whilst the animare power was bound her other abilities were not and her psychic powers enabled her to free herself enough of his control to leave him.
They didn’t know David was her guardian but he was assigned to keep a watch out in case her guardian was ever detected or found her, or she found him.
Andrew looked coldly at Babs as he walked up to her in the chair she was bound to. He grabbed her by the throat and kissed her. Then he laughed and said sneeringly
"Oh baby, don’t you miss me at all!? I am so heartbroken"
Babs tried not to cry and spat at him.
"Get your hands off me! You are not welcome in my energy anymore!"
She snapped with such ferocity that even his defences felt it.
"Hmmm that actually hurt Babs - it seems you are more powerful than we realised, but untrained and inexperienced you cannot stop us from attaining our goal"
Babs sighed and realised at this point it would be a good idea to let him gloat and boast so she could get him to reveal the plan …
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David was awed by this ability. He knew that animare could draw themselves into other creatures and possess them for a time like Matt had the Grendel, but as a guardian to have shapeshifted into a creature that was bonded to him it felt like a second skin and he liked it.
He realised he couldn’t be seen physically and could move about freely in this form. If he could find Babs this way he could return to his body and get help if need be but at the moment he had to find her before he could do anything else.
He looked around to the door where she had astrally projected and noted there was still an empathic impression, one that not only had a distinct feeling but a smell. And where she had been physically kidnapped he could smell her too with a keen distinct heightened awareness.
He felt such a deep sense of pleasure inhaling her smell, and it pepped him up enough to get going without letting his emotions get in the way. He ran out of the shop in his new form following the scent all the way to where she was being held …
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Andrew on cue started blabbing about how they would open up the realms and merge the worlds and take power in a brave new world. Babs tried not to roll her eyes at how cliche this all sounded to her.
Whilst he went off on one Babs decided she would try again to telepathically show David where she was and what was going on. As she did she got the sense he was close but… Not physically? It made no sense to her but she sent the imagery anyway. As the image delivered she suddenly heard Andrew say
"time to get to work Babs - and if you try to draw anything else or get funny I won’t think twice about gutting you like I did the rabbit."
She winced as he cut the binds slightly cutting one of her wrists as he did so and untied her from the chair. He grabbed her by the back of her hair and pulled her up dragging her to the wall before thrusting the chalk at her hands. He gave her a book with an image on it.
The book was all about a Goddess of Love, Lust and War.
It was the very goddess that Alister Crowley had based his workings on…
The Goddess Babalon.
Chapter 13
David had reached the doorway of what looked to be an old derelict Victorian workhouse. He could smell Babs scent quite strongly and he felt quite intoxicated by her scent in this state.
He found he could go through solid objects as much as he could stand on them by intention if he chose, there was a certain level of concentration required to physically interact with the earth realm in this state but he could do it if he really focused.
He followed her scent up to the third floor where he found various guards dotted around the derelict areas. One back room with no windows had light coming from it and he could hear Babs talking.
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"Why on earth would you want me to bring through Babalon, Andrew and what in gods name makes you think even if I can, why would she do as you wanted ?!"
Babs looked confused.
Andrew just laughed.
“She is summoned by intent and gives herself freely to those who ask of her. Crowley used sex to channel her energy through others as vessels but it never really worked. We figured we could literally bring her to life using your ability to animate only what already exists - that way we will know for sure if she is a real-life being.”
Babs could see where he was going with this. Andrew wanted to manipulate Babalon into doing his bidding so she would use her power to rule other realm creatures. He was playing a very dangerous game but he was so blind to the reality of the goddess power he thought he could wield it his own ends.
"Get on with it!!" He suddenly shouted at her poking at her side with the athame.
Babs winced, took the chalk and started drawing.
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David bounded into the room to see Babs drawing on the wall and a man holding a knife to get side. He had to get the man away somehow and stop Babs from completing the picture.
He concentrated hard and ran at the man …
… Nothing happened … He hit the wall but passed through him. Damn it! So maybe he couldn’t physically affect people when in this form. Now he was at a loss. Then he remembered … Babs can connect with shadow totems !
"Babs!" David vibed out to her. "Can you see me?"
Babs had already sketched the outline of Babalon and had begun to draw her eyes and other details when she heard and felt David in her mind. She turned around sharply almost forgetting about the knife at her side.
"What are you doing ?!" Snapped Andrew "get back to it!"
Babs saw the impression of David’s wolf but could keenly feel David’s energy. Somehow, she realised he had connected with his totem and used it to find her.
"I … I just thought I heard something is all." She murmured. "My bad"
She was thankful others couldn’t see the shadow totems.
She also knew what she had to do to let him through.
Babs looked at Andrew and said, “Look I know you want me to complete this but at the very least would you get me some water and let me use the bathroom please?”
Andrew looked at her.
"No."
Shit. She thought. How was she going to do this?
Andrew pushed the knife into her side. David growled as he felt Babs fear and snarled at Andrew who was completely oblivious to his being there.
So, with a heavy heart, she completed the picture.
She stood back.
As she did so Andrew had a really distorted grin on his face. “Wonderful! You did good. We will need you for more work later but for now, be a good girl and go to sleep.”
She started to feel the haze of the mental pinch again when the picture started to shimmer and glow.
Andrew stood back and laughed.
"It’s working! She IS real!"
Then something totally unexpected happened. The energy from the picture went straight to Babs and infused itself in her body. Babs felt immense pressure in her head as years of psychic blocks were released from her mind. All the programming of the past vanished as the energy of Babalon awoke her mind …
Babs screamed out and put her hands up to her face. Then she relaxed and stood silent for a moment before taking her hands away from her face and looking up at Andrew with different eyes. Babs's eyes were a deep brown but the eyes that now looked at Andrew were now yellow-amber in colour.
They were the eyes of the goddess Babalon.
Chapter 14 (sexually explicit content)
David stared intently not knowing what to do.
The woman in front of him still looked like Babs, but yet not the same. Her eyes had changed and her hair had become a radiant red as he observed her.
Suddenly he telepathed at Babs mind to reach her.
"Babs ! Can you still hear me?!"
Babalon was the one who answered. She didn’t even look at him, just waved her hand dismissively and David felt a massive jolt and saw only darkness before finding himself back in his own body.
"Fuck!" He exclaimed before getting up and running back to the warehouse where Babs was.
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Andrew looked gob-smacked as he stood staring at Babalon. It was blatantly clear from her look and energy she was the real deal. Her look at him bought him to his knees. He could feel his ego crumble before her being.
"You awakened me. It is clear you are a man of ego and wish to use me for your own ends but as you summoned me I can now only comply with your askings and offerings. Be warned though, that which you reap so will you sow."
Her words cut deep and rang true. He almost began to have doubts about his plans. But he had taken an oath and had to see this through. If he didn’t his own life would be forfeit by the society as he would no longer be of use to them.
"I understand my lady. What would you ask of me so that I may receive your blessing"
"Give me an offering"
Andrew presented her with the rabbit and pulled out a bag of old coins. He placed them before her feet.
"Very well," she said. "Now remove your clothes"
Andrew hadn’t realised this would be necessary as part of the process, believing summoning her would be enough with offerings - he had done the research but really hadn’t taken it seriously at all.
He fumbled slightly but did as she asked.
"Very good" said Babalon as she pulled off her top revealing her breasts and dropped her skirt, and underwear revealing her true nakedness.
Andrew felt himself get hard at the sight of her and started mindlessly playing with himself.
Babalon went up to the altar and pushed all the items to the floor.
"Lay on the altar and I will astride you to give you my blessing."
Andrew did as he was told.
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David ran and ran. He could still feel Babs but she was Babalon now. He thought it strange how her name was Babs almost like it was short for Babalon …
He also noticed that Babalons energy did not feel different from Babs's - in fact, she felt like an older more complete raw primal and carnal version of herself. Again he had this deep sense of having known her before. And why had she pushed him away? What was she doing? If Babs was still Babs at some level surely she knew he needed to help her? Maybe that was the point, he needed to rescue her as himself and not the wolf.
He was sweating and breathless by the time he got to the warehouse but this time he was more than prepared to kick arse if he had to. He smashed one of the windows and climbed inside. As several guards came at him, he pulled some quick moves on them to incapacitate them at the same time as inspiriting them to sleep. He ran up the three flights of stairs taking out the guards one by one, glad of all the training he had put in over the years.
As he ran to where Babs was he realised why he had sent her back and had shielded him in part from her mind.
He felt nauseous, then literally vomited, as he saw her naked with Andrew with him about to lay on the altar …
Chapter 15 (sexually explicit content)
As David threw up in the door way Babalon looked round at him. Andrew, who was laid out on the altar sat up.
"Stop him Babalon !" He yelled.
Babalon looked at David and as she did he could see in get eyes her pain and suddenly heard in his head …
"Save me, David, please, save me"
The imploring of a goddess, his animare and the love of his life. He knew he had to save her regardless of what he could see in front of him. Had she already been with him? He couldn’t bear to think as he saw her lift her hand to cast some Magick on him. He instinctively reached into her mind to inspirit her. Did he even have the ability to tame a wild goddess?
In that moment because of her desire for him to save her, it allowed him to do so. At that moment he leapt towards her grabbing her hand, pulling her away from Andrew and pulling her to him. In her ear, he whispered "Come back to me Babs. I love you."
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Babs was Babalon now. She knew he she had been in that life but also recalled her previous incarnation as the Goddess Babalon. It had been pleasant enough to start. It was the norm in that time and society for women to be whores but unlike others, she was choosy about who she kept company with for she understood to exchange energies with those of ill intent sullied her own being.
She was revered and loved for authenticity but hated by those she refused. She was a lady of decadence and she loved to dance and entertain for money but she would also give away her wealth to those who were needy and poor.
She was curvy and a full-bodied woman both this life and in that. Her whole being was primal, carnal, raw, sexual, feminine and real. She was loving and kind but she also knew how to defend herself. She learnt archery and sword fighting from masters and alchemy from great teachers. She indeed had earned the title of a Goddess.
But one day, in that life she happened upon a younger boy who wished to be trained by her in her arts and skills, yet had no desire to sleep with her as a whore. He told her whilst I love and revere you as a goddess my lady, I can only lay with you out of a desire to keep with you, to wed you and for you to bear children with me.
Many had offered to wed her for large sums but never for the pure truth of love.
This took her aback and she agreed to train him.
Over the years their love grew in companionship but he still had to watch her sell herself until one day he told her,
"Although I love you dearly it breaks my heart to see you with other men. I cannot ask you to stop being who you are and I am thankful for all you have taught me, but I must take my leave of you my lady lest it drive me insane."
He had never slept with a woman for the love of her.
In that moment Babalon knew she was to be wed with him. That she wished to stop and be his wife and bear his children. She could not bear to break his heart a moment longer.
"Stay with me," she said. "Save me and I will give you what you desire with me"
It was only when word had spread she had stopped being a whore that a particular group of men banded together, the ones who felt outcast and betrayed by her suddenly stopping to marry another - and not even one who had paid!
One night she was chased and although she fought and slew many, she was chased down and tied to a cross naked.
Her husband-to-be had returned to find her gone and clear signs of an invasion so he ran out looking for her. Eventually, he came to a clearing in the woods where a fire burned, he hid in bushes and saw his beloved goddess chained to a wooden cross staked into the ground.
She looked defiant yet he could feel her fear calling out to him. He was about to run to her side when she saw him and looked at him in such a way he stopped. All the Magick in the world couldn’t save her now and she would not let her lover die too.
The group of men had stripped naked and one by one each of them took her violently. Her lover wept as he couldn’t bring himself to look away to show her he was going to be there for her until the end no matter how painful it was for him.
Babalon murmured incantations as tears streamed down her face. Some of the men were going limp and one exclaimed
"That witch had cast a curse on us! Kill her!"
Babalon held her eyes as long as she could on her lover focusing on the love they had as she felt a knife gut her from her womb to her throat, her innards spilling out onto the ground as she screamed…
Chapter 16 (sexually explicit content)
As David held her close to him he Inspirited her to use her power to knock out Andrew who was in the middle of lunging towards them both with a knife.
Thankfully it worked and Babalon looked at David with tears running down her face.
"I know you, David. I remember you from my life as Babalon !"
David looked stunned. So what he had felt about her really being Babalon was right and that sense of having known her before.
"David, let me show you. If you wish I can awaken your memories of that life but they are not at all pleasant."
David didn’t hesitate. He wanted to remember her completely.
"Show me"
She put her hands to his temples and her fingers to a point behind his left ear.
"It is an activation point physically for past life memories" Babalon explained.
She put his forehead to hers and the memories flooded through from her mind to his, reawakening all the feelings he had for her from that life too.
"Oh my God." David just sat on the floor looking stunned.
He knew it was real and right but it was so … deep.
"I am sorry to have overwhelmed you, my love," said Babalon sorrowfully.
He couldn’t help but look at her and smile when she called him “my love”.
He took her hand and kissed it.
"Shall we go back to my place? They know where you are now but they don’t know where I live"
Babalon nodded in agreement. She seemed almost childlike in this state. He suddenly realised how very naked she was and went red as he realised he was starting to be aroused by her energy and nakedness.
"That’s ok my love, I will get dressed. I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable in my presence. It is not for me to decide if and when you wish to have me. When you are ready, I will be. My Lord."
David was awed. He couldn’t help but admire her yet feel a deep sense of respect, humility and reverence too. She was so deeply sincere and she respected his feelings immensely. She was afraid to hurt him with her power, he could feel that and he didn’t want to push her into anything so soon.
He indeed felt the true meaning of worshipping a Goddess was to respect, love, protect and take care of her.
Babalon put on her clothes and they went to David’s apartment.
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Over the next few weeks, they kept their heads down and spent time getting to know each other better in this life as well as what they could recall from that particular past life.
David had to return to his superiors to update them and they immediately made efforts to put extra protection around them. They knew binding Babalon was not an option at this point and this situation was not like anything encountered before. But it was agreed if she was to become a threat she was to be bound into a painting if necessary and they would call on the twins to do it.
David decided to let Babalon know this, and he was relieved to find that she agreed with him.
"You must do whatever it takes should anyone else gain control over me, David, as long as I am with you then I am safe. You are truly my guardian and protector. Keep yourself safe too for me."
David promised he would do his utmost to honour her.
"That’s all I ask," said Babalon. "Thank you".
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Andrew had awoken naked and with a sore head. It took him a few seconds to recall what had happened.
"Bloody bitch!" He exclaimed out loud. "I will fucking gut her for this !"
He stood up determined to regain control of her again. He took the knife and saw the blood on it from where he had cut her wrist earlier.
That’s when he realised - blood Magick. He could use her blood to control her and do as he wanted. He grinned maniacally.
"So you thought you could outwit me? Let’s see how you dare with this my holy whore!"
He picked the chalice up from the floor and placed it in front of the altar. He then proceeded to masturbate and fill it with his semen as he ejaculated into the cup. He then placed the blade of the athame into the cup and stirred it. As he did so he murmured an incantation.
"As my fluids bind to yours
Do my bidding holy whore
Bless me like you promised me
I hold you to your Goddess vows permanently!”
Once he had finished he anointed himself with the fluids in the symbol of the seal of Babalon.
"Now let’s have some fun .. ‘My Lady’" Andrew smirked.
He decided to wait a few weeks to build a plan of action to bring her out into the open again. He had to bide his time so he could prepare himself adequately from unwanted interference.
And after all, he had other animare he could use for the other stages of his plan. This unexpected bonus of Babs actually becoming Babalon was just another factor to be used to his benefit.
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David had enjoyed spending time with Babalon, she was still Babs but it was just more … Intimate and raw with her as Babalon. She had been holding back sexually from him which had put her into a childlike state of innocence. He found himself desiring her more fully in her Goddess state, and his sexual attraction to her had now become dominant. She could sense he was ready for her.
They had been out to art galleries and museums and keeping a low profile by keeping herself dressed up and her eyes covered by sun glasses. The glowing yellow eyes could be passed off as contacts if not for the energy behind her. She had learnt to conceal her energy when necessary so she could move around unseen but didn’t like to do so for too long as it made her feel sick.
They had had an amazing day out and returned to David’s flat filled with food and laughter. It was only when they got through the front door and into the kitchen as they took off their coats she looked at him in such a way it was obvious she wanted him, and he felt like he wanted nothing more than to give himself to her.
So he did. He suddenly felt a rush of primal masculine energy like had never felt before, like he was a God amongst men and kings. He took her firmly but gently picking her up as he placed his lips on hers for the first time. He kissed her deeply and she responded in kind as he lifted her up and carried her to his bedroom.
Chapter 17 (sexually explicit content)
Babs, or rather Babalon had on a soul level been waiting life times to reunite with her soul love. There was something much different and deeper about this connection than there were other partners and lovers she had had, this life and others - it was an intrinsic knowing that they shared something far more fundamental than matching energies. It was like they shared a soul.
David playfully dropped Babalon on the bed and she was flushed and let out a giggle. He found that rather endearing and felt all the more turned on by her.
"Oh my God." He found himself thinking.
He wasn’t even sure he could do this or handle her, or even himself but he knew he wanted to love her and be with her so completely that it over rode any fear he had as he looked into her yellow-amber eyes. Deep. Sensual. Haunting. Loving. And oh so naked. And that passion she had, that desire that she was burning all for him. Any ego doubts he had completely suddenly annihilated in her presence. So this is what it meant to be loved by a Goddess.
Babalon sensed his fear and felt such compassion for him that she could see him visibly relax. She looked at him to let him know that whatever he wanted to do was ok with her for now and that she trusted in herself enough to know that she could just let him be whatever he needed to be in that moment with her. All of her own guards dropped and she let him in.
David kissed her tenderly and she wrapped her legs around him hugging his back as he did so. Still clothed he kissed her neck and put his hand on her breast and she put her hand on his in mutual satisfaction. She let out a moan as he caressed her and felt himself get hard under his jeans. She thrust her hips forward to encourage him to let himself out.
Babalon moaned in delight as David lovingly, gently kissed her neck and grabbed her breasts, she could feel him between her legs and was now aching to feel him inside her. She let him pull her top off revealing her naked breasts to him before flicking his tongue around her hard nipples and then sucking on them. She could feel herself literally flooding with wetness in response to his touch.
David took his hand off of one breast to run his hand down to her skirt. He pulled it down to reveal her panties which were a racy red lace beckoning for him to explore what lay beneath. He found himself kissing her stomach before daring to touch her over her panties to feel her warmth. He shuddered delightfully as he felt himself twitch in response to touching her. Babalon sighed. He felt himself get wet. He then went back to kissing her again as he put his hand down her knickers and felt how wet she was.
As David slipped his fingers up her she flooded him and Babalon let out a very loud “oooooh!” He loved it. The sound of her moaning made him smile to feel her respond so passionately to his touch. He continued to pleasure her making her squirm in response as he kissed her passionately feeling her build-up to the point of no return. And then he stopped and ran his hand up her thigh to remove her knickers. He peeled them off and as he kissed her stomach again Babalon heard him murmur as he made his way down “beautiful” …
Babalon was beyond pleasured, all of her being excited by David’s passionate love making as she felt his tongue buried deep into her lapping up her wetness she couldn’t contain yelling out
"Oh, David! Oh, my God!!!"
David could feel her pleasure as much as his own and this only served to enthuse him further. He was throbbing at this point and had to stop to present her with himself. He caught himself feeling slightly embarrassed thinking “what if she doesn’t like it?” He suddenly realised how ridiculous that probably sounded but still …
As he unzipped his jeans and presented his rock-hard throbbing wet cock to her. Babalons eyes grew wide and wanting almost like a child in a toy shop allowed to have any toy they wanted. He could feel her pleasure and awe and her desire to just worship him completely. He put her hand on his cock and nearly exploded as he was!
She stopped him and kept her pace so he felt worked up to it but oh my God he just wanted to let it all go in her so badly but the same time didn’t want to rush the experience as it felt so good to him. Babalon was keenly but gently pleasuring him and then opened her legs further beckoning him in …
David thought “this is it! No going back now!” He found himself grinning like an idiot and Babs smiled back at him. As she did he found himself pushing against her feeling her warm mound against the end of his cock as he finally broke through and slid firmly and gently into her. They both let out a tandem moan and Babalon thrust her hips down into his cock in response.
He lost himself at the point as he grabbed her hips and just started pumping himself into her harder and deeper, firm but gentle yet, rough and raw … She was screaming at this point as he got harder and deeper and it served only to make him thrust more as he felt her buck under him wildly pulling him in to get as far as he could go. And in a moment as they hit climax point, he saw her let out a tremendous sigh and he let out a huge moan as he let himself completely release into her.
He almost felt in shock afterwards as he leant forward to kiss her and hold her they were both shaking violently, sweaty and breathless.
He eventually lay by the side of her and Babalon looked at him.
"Wow, David - in all my lifetimes nothing comes close to you. No one has ever loved me the way you do not make me feel so good about myself. You truly are my God."
David could only respond with a big idiotic-looking cheesey grin and Babalon giggled. She snuggled up to him and as they started drifting into a beautiful blissfully deep sleep she heard him say “I love you, Babs”
She smiled and said “I love you too my lord” and fell asleep.
UPDATE: August 8th 2024
Note: This is as far as I got... do you think I should do more? Maybe even a comic version?
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